Novelish

So recently I had two people tell me that I should write a book.
"You're so interesting, Candice!" people say... "I would definitely buy a book that you wrote." Oh yeah? Well then why don't you read my blog? I mean, that's like a book. Kinda.
Ok. Not really. It's not like a book at all. But I write it, don't I? *sigh* I guess I'm just lacking in the self esteem area right now.
Golly, I would love to write a book. It would make me feel accomplished and maybe worth something to someone besides my immediate acquaintances? Yes. I'm sure it would.
Maybe I could throw together some poems and short blurbs I've scribbled down in the past, a few journal entries, a few songs. I would love to record an album too...maybe I should do that first. Or finish that play I've always wanted to write. Publish an art book? Finish a thought...GO TO SLEEP.

I'm feeling like I need to stamp myself upon the world. I want people everywhere to know Candice Lango. I feel like I have a lot of important things to do, important things to say, to create. But I don't.
Or if I do, I don't know where to start. Wow, what a state of limbo, ne? Or maybe just in need of some help...